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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

One of THOSE days...

Today was just one of those days....I had my highly anticipated doctors appointments....I know that sounds weird, but they were just highly anticipated because I wanted to get an answer to what was going on. Well, I got some good news, but the bad news was it didn't really solve the issue either... I just now know some things it is not. So of course, they would like me to go to another specialist....after some thought....NOPE!, not gonna do it!  Instead I am going to try an appointment at an eastern medicine doctor and other than that am just going to pray and ask for prayer.....afterall our God is the great healer right? (and to be honest, my problem isn't anything painful, just not normal at all) And other than that it's just been one of those days where I just feel like I had gotten worn down over time with multiple things and I just kinda cracked a little bit today. I know I will be fine and what makes me more upset is that I am upset! hahaha, make sense!? I know that I just have to give things to God and just simply live day to day, but it's hard to do that sometimes. I know what things I need to change in my life, but as we all know change is hard and it takes time. Sometimes I lose sight of what is really important and allow things to upset me that really shouldn't. My main goal right now is just to spend more time reading God's word and praying because I believe that will make things more clear for me. Alright, I am really tired and worn out so I am going to end this one and will make the next one hopefully more upbeat :o) sorry.
May God our Father give you grace and peace.

1 comment:

  1. Praying for you friend. I hate days like this. I think I know how you feel. And I get the upset about being upset part. Love you!

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